In my last post I wrote about my dream life. I didn’t realize I was describing my home in Heaven. When we go back home that’s how it is. I also forgot that if it’s tough down here it’s because we’re here on earth to learn lessons, grow and evolve our soul.
I laugh to myself because I realize I wanted to avoid any further lessons on earth by isolating myself. That would void the whole point of coming down here. My spirit guides probably laugh and say to each other, “ha, she was trying to be sneaky.”
I can’t wait to go back to my real home in heaven but I will live the remainder of my life here on earth as best as I can to make myself and others proud when I arrive in heaven. I’m adamant in advancing and learning what I came here for.
The only people who really know what happens in my day to day life is my mom and my best friend. At times I want to share my life with the rest of the world but then I remember that there’s a lot of Information I can’t share. I also know people might not understand everything that has transpired in my life.
In the end, I live more peacefully with almost no one knowing anything about me.
I think some people worry when they don’t hear from someone or if someone is not online. The funny thing is most us are just living our life. We have ups and downs just like any normal human being. We just don’t add extra stress to the mix by involving the internet though.
Part of me feels selfish for doing this though. I know there’s people who could benefit from my life experiences and my day to day experiences and lessons. I also feel people could benefit from my energy since this world needs good energy. sometimes I play with the idea of being a YouTuber. Different people have told me over the years that I should vlog. I don’t think that’s for me though…I don’t want people knowing too much about my life and my whereabouts. I already have ex boyfriends hacking my accounts and phone. I don’t need to put more information out there. I do however think of doing dancing vlogs. I don’t plan on getting famous or anything…but if it makes a few people happy I’ll make them. I think so many people focus on fame when in reality they should be focused on reaching the right people who needed their energy that day.
Sometimes I think of starting an anonymous blog too. I could say anything there. But ultimately I think my cover would be blown. I’ll just have to go back to my computer journal entries like I did back in the day.
This will probably be the last blog I ever post here.
Thanks for reading,